A Journal of Coping Mechanism
Do you ever feel like waking up with mixed feelings or just overwhelmingly sad? I did this morning. Aku kira berada di lingkungan yang nyaman dan menyejukkan jiwa bisa membuat emosiku lebih stabil, ternyata tetap ada hari-hari aku pengen bersedih aja. Kaya sedih tanpa sebab, dengerin lagu di motor pengen nangis, di kosan bacain chat teman-temanku pengen nangis, aku cuma ga nangis kalo lagi di kantor atau semedi di cafe buat ngerjain sesuatu. I need some distraction to stay sane, and i hate this kind of tiara. I have a happy soul lives within me, who have 100% batteries of energy and made fun of everything that happen, but there also the pathetic soul who lives side by side. Kalau udah kumat, emosiku serasa diacak-acak, i get sad on nonsense thing. cita-cita: always happy kiyowo Beberapa kali coba memahami diri sendiri, mencari tau apa yang bisa mentrigger perasaan ini, but i am ending up clueless and sending too much pap to family's whatsapp group or chat bombing to my closest fri