Weird Pepita

i wanna tell you something, about a dumb yet loveable concept every human being dream on a relationship. i dont even want to tell you what kind of relationship goals i wanna be cause i have none actually, i am that clueless living on 20s and got the less expectation of being in relationship. there were a time i was relate to any kind of mellow songs on radio or my playlist a time i was sleepless cause someone didnt replied since forever a time i was overthinking on something that i dont know it will happen or not a time i was crying a river like a drama queen because of this stupid minded i am not blaming anyone, but myself, with my drama  with my ego with my imagination than i was realized, that wasn’t me who struggle too much, that wasn’t him that fucked up this is us, that’s trying to handle each other. i was realized, being in relationship It's not about only him who i am going to deal with, but all the people around him, and e

06:46 i  was sitting on the waiting room after tears and sweat this become my most thrilling morning in early 2018. if any of you ever remember my posting: Unbeatable Flight itu berisi kebodohan tiara yang tidak konfirmasi pembayaran sehingga kode pembayaran tidak melahirkan kode booking untuk boarding pass, dan baru sadar di mines 9 jam keberangkatan. i was soooo stupid. and today was one of my flight drama too. no no. ini bukan lagi kebodohan tiara semata. jadi, long story short, setelah melewati banyak drama pasca-sempro, yang mana banyak berkas penelitian yang harus diurus sampai menghabiskan waktu satu bulan lebih, akhirnya diperbolehkan berangkat ke Medan. FYI, Medan is where my research take place. I kinda regret it sometimes,  tapi ngga boleh kan ya. o k a y. Nah, akhirnya hari keberangkatan ke Medan pun tiba.  But hurricane doesn't comes once,  tetiba traveloka error, dari sekian banyak hari, di waktu aku mau pesen, eh doi error.